So I am currently physically ill. As well as mentally deranged, emotionally fucked up. I’m even just too drained to be depressed about anything really. I’m just…floating by. With this dumb sore throat. I missed both my classes today for various reasons. Thanks to last week’s historic snow day and a certain distraction over the [...]

I love my parents. I really do. But sometimes…it’s hard. I don’t know if it’s the immigrant thing or the complete technologically illiterate thing or the really-really-bad at money thing. A lot of people credit their upbringing and values and such to the hard work of their parents, but I can’t say I’m one of [...]

Funny how I only ever take the time to write in here whenever, for a variety of reasons, my life just absolutely sucks. And it’s mostly my own fault. I stopped caring about certain things, stopped trying, and just procrastinated procrastinated procrastinated. And because of that, I’m slacking on my school and my work. I [...]

Anyone ever get that feeling where you know you have a shitload of items on your To Do list, but you have no idea where to start? More importantly, you can’t even accomplish some of the stuff on that list in the first place without other extraneous factors getting in the way? My To Do [...]

“At eighteen years of age what troubles me is not that I am what I am, but that others are ignorant of my superiority. I am small, but my feelings are big — and great is my vanity.” – Sui Sin Far The original draft of this post began as another “I just had an [...]