Funny how I only ever take the time to write in here whenever, for a variety of reasons, my life just absolutely sucks. And it’s mostly my own fault. I stopped caring about certain things, stopped trying, and just procrastinated procrastinated procrastinated. And because of that, I’m slacking on my school and my work. I [...]

“At eighteen years of age what troubles me is not that I am what I am, but that others are ignorant of my superiority. I am small, but my feelings are big — and great is my vanity.” – Sui Sin Far The original draft of this post began as another “I just had an [...]

But I do have some. I regret that I never went to my friends’ quinceañeras when I had the chance. I’m sure they would have been kick-ass experiences for me. I regret that I let the way things occurred between me and a certain someone. For all the gripe and ranting I do about boys, [...]

Sometimes I wonder why I choose to live with the pain. Why I feel like it’s better to suck it up than to find a solution to the problem. When you adopt a philosophy of sticking with the status quo, how are you supposed to deal when the status quo isn’t exactly so ideal? I’ve [...]

So spring break is coming up in a few weeks. I honestly don’t know what to make of it. I’m about 7 weeks into this semester, and yet I feel like I have not done anything worthwhile with my life in comparison to last fall. I can’t think about school; I feel like at this [...]