This winter break is seriously driving me bananas.
Is it wrong and incredibly selfish of me to feel irritated that a select few “friends” of mine have made very little effort (actually, none at all) to see me so far? I’ve been home 3 weeks now and I’m starting to feel like I’m wasting my life away because I’VE DONE ALMOST ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I don’t have any friends left in this town, and my “college” friends are scattered far and wide around the Chicago area. I’m seriously going to rot in this joint.
I’ll be perfectly honest. If I don’t ever go back to Champaign, I think I’ll be fine. In my head, I’m done with college. I’m over it. There’s no point in going back for one semester to see people I’ll never see again because obviously I’m not worth the effort to them.
It’s funny. Like I said, I’ve been home 3 weeks and haven’t really done anything but already I’m in need of another getaway.
I think I’m ready to go back to Costa Rica now! If only.