What to do, what to do

Anyone ever get that feeling where you know you have a shitload of items on your To Do list, but you have no idea where to start? More importantly, you can’t even accomplish some of the stuff on that list in the first place without other extraneous factors getting in the way?

My To Do list has become quite extensive. It’s even branched off into other secondary lists. But the frustrating part is that I haven’t been able to cross a single thing off all day. For one thing, I don’t know where to start. Or rather, I can’t decide on where to start. For another, a lot of the things on my list depend on things such as location hours of the places I need to go, the weather (the fact that it’s 90 degrees outside is not making me rush to leave this apartment), and people calling me back (which none have done, sadly enough).

Literally, right now I’m pacing back and forth in this apartment thinking of what to do first. What to do about the items I’m not sure I can do on time. Once again, I’ve put myself into positions that could easily have been avoided, but me and my silly self could not avoid them.

This is not the great start to summer that I had envisioned. Fuck.