I’ve come to the realization that I just can’t do this anymore. School. Work. Classes. I have absolutely no motivation to do any of it. It scares and upsets me at the same time that I can’t seem to find the drive to make an effort this semester. I was so damn good last fall. [...]

At the clubs, black dudes dance like they’re having rough sex. White guys are just awkward. I don’t go near Asians. Latinos are alright. I need to remember to wear less clothing at Cly’s. Now I realize why so many girls dress up like total skanks even in the dead of winter — because inside [...]